could my mind be so twisted
that physically i look at myself as ugly in the eyes of another
that my heart is tender and soft that people sleep on it
or mentally that i am paranoid more so in the mixture of emotional signals
when will female's realize the worth of a damn good man?
or could a man see when a damn good woman is something worth giving the universe too?
see i'm in a battle between protecting myself and giving myself
being hurt is an ever lasting problem
for i can deal with the physical, i am no punk
but internal pose's more than a terrorist threat
like a rose must stem thorns
how can i stem mine's and remain myself?
when does generosity stops being overlooked and start being looked at?
when does the realization of being a giving person and not a selfish person matter more?
who will understand the metaphoric standpoint of life
could you tell me your boundaries before love?
and after the love as gone
and all there is left but pain and regret
or remorse and bitterness
or the insecurity
do you believe in compromising for the better?
or do you have a no bullshit at all times logic?
is there understanding placed in your heart and mind
i'm not looking to make a point
just venting some question's plaguing my mind
not looking for answer's but opening the possibilities that i'm not the only one
lost and confused
trapped within a failed working relationship
do you feel holding someone down needs to involve money at all times
or do you know holding down someone is just being there through the dark and the light
are you the type to be judgmental and expect not to be judged yourself
or are you the type of person who doesn't care what someone thinks of you but expect respect yet you show you no class and manner
question for you
do you exist in a world where people's lives are intertwined with other's in a way that your actions effect another
does your world revolve around you where your mentality, personality, and physical actions have no reproductions upon those who look to be in your circle or just apart of your life in some kind of way
are you a kind and compassionate person?
or a cruel and impartial person?
what you do in life
how you act in life
how you think in life
in both towards people and not
karma come's back in the end and show you the difference